and the air just went boom!

The last couple of days has been relatively mild, except for this ridiculous fight I am involved in. A good friend of 12 years went ballistic over things she deliberately assume was happening (like always). But its only now that all the pain and wound among all four of us over the years was sliced open and forced us to finally spill lots of ugly truth. While three of us are pretty much ready and are aware for bitchy moments, apparently one of us just couldn’t bear the harsh truth and went playing the victim (as I suspected) and blame everybody and every single thing that happened in her life. So classic of her. However, what surprises me is how little I care now. Even when she threatened not to be friends anymore, even when she curses us, our family and our loved ones. I know, she is frustrated. But, for the first time in twelve years, I couldn’t be bothered taking time to console her frustration.

Now I couldn’t help but sitting here and think:  Maybe its true that love is conditional and mortal.